While we are used to the Saturn conjunct Pluto alignment as it happens every 34 years, what is happening on January 12th, 2020 is a rare connection between Jupiter, Saturn, and Pluto, the likes of which we haven't seen in our heavens since 1518 AD!
Our subconscious likes to attract situations, and people to us that can challenge our growth as humans. When a situation presents itself that raises any of these fears it is really our higher selves urging us to learn the power of standing our ground. And how do we stand our ground when faced with something we really don't want to do? We learn to say no.
I have deep compassion for people who go to that dark place, the point of no return. For some truly believe that they are alone...that there is no one. They are crying for help and they fear no one will ever come. With that thought, the darkness takes them. They are not selfish or weak, they are broken, and in pain as all humans are.